Tuesday, March 6, 2012

FASTEST FINGER FIRST


VISWANATH
12 pm, 10th april

 “Pak troops violate ceasefire twice; 1 jawan, 3 Pak soldiers killed”-That was a small write up on the first page of the paper and I am the Father of that jawan. My son mihir had died in a heavy exchange of fire in Keran sector in north Kashmir, 6 months ago. People come to my house to express their condolences and also to congratulate me for fathering such a brave son. I had always dreamt of the time when my son would make me proud but those dreams always had him alive in it.  Now that he is dead what do I do with these congratulations and condolences?

He was 18 when he said he wanted to be a soldier and no sir! I was not happy with it. He was a bright student. Why would he want to become a soldier??? I wanted him to become an engineer or a doctor or anything else but a soldier. It was his mother who forced me to sign the application form and now look at her.

There she was lying on the deewan, looking at her son’s pictures. Once her eyes used to make me forget everything…such beautiful eyes she had and now? There is nothing now in those eyes..Nothing! I keep gazing at her and suddenly I realize that my cheeks are wet…My daughter in law, Aakruthi gives me a kerchief to wipe them.

Aakruthi…I am scared to face her. I feel as if I have done her wrong by marrying her to my son. To be a widow at such a young age…People think she is very brave. Yes, she is…Definitely but I have seen her cry every night of these 6 months, clutching her daughter.
I am 60 years old and at this age it is difficult to take up family’s responsibility. I try but the money I get is not sufficient. I need to think about my granddaughter. In another year she will be in a school and fees now a day are so high! I tire myself by worrying about it every day. I switch on the TV and watch an ad of amitab bachchan and kaun banega crorepati.


RISHIKA
12 am, 10th april , 2011 

Jeez! It is scary to sit on the parapet wall and see hyderabad from the 34th floor of Vasanth vihar. I never realized Hyderabad was so beautiful. I wish I could stay for a little while more. But I don’t have much time. I  have so much to do and so less time.
I was 10 years old when I first saw him..Somehow a four letter word was never sufficient to tell how much I loved him..I waited for the right time…I imagined our lives together many a times. Avinash , a business tycoon and I, a scientist. Such a fool I was to think that time would wait for me. Wonder where he is now? Haven’t heard of him since 10 years.Should have listened to my mother saying, ‘Time and tide wait for none’.

My mother..She is all I have. My father had left us when I was 8 and so there were only 2 people in my life now…Her and avinash. I ll miss my mother a lot. I wish I had done something to make her proud of and I wish I had done something for him to remember me. But it’s ok may be I still have time. I look at the large hoarding of Amitab bachan on Kaun banega Crorepathi.

I remember how I used to curl up in her lap as soon as I was home from school. I used to wake up with her bhajans in the morning. The scent of agarbathi in the air…She still tries to maintain the same schedule..Waking me up in the morning, giving me my lunch box, kissing me goodbye..Tears roll down my eyes and I look at the report concluding I have intestinal cancer…I cry and I cry a lot but then I realize that I am not the first person to die and neither am I the last….
May be I can do something for her……

FAROOQ
10 am, 10th april, 2011

With one look at my house, I leave it to tend my field. My father used to tell me how important it was to stay as a farmer. He used to tell me that only two professions matter for a country- A soldier, to protect the people and a farmer to feed them.  I grew listening to Lal Bahadur Shastri’s slogans of Jai Jawan Jai Kisan but now, after seeing countless summers and winters I have realized that they were mere words to please people. After all slogans can’t fill my family’s stomach. I have lived to see my neighbors die of hunger, commuting suicides for not being able to pay the debts and I fear that my chance would soon be up. My ‘ghehoon’ crop isn’t fairing well. The gods are showing no mercy.

Later that afternoon I drag myself to shahukar’s place, hoping that he would lend me more money. Shahukarji is a nice man. I enter his abode to find him with his son, chote sahib. They were busy watching TV. Chote sahib was talking about some game where people can win money.

‘Baba?try tho karo na? Agar 6 sawalonn ka apne jawab dediya tho kam se kam 1,60,000 tho milenge!’Shaukaar took a sip from his hookah, “nai bitua..yeh sab kaika kasht? Bhagwaan ke kripa se sab kuch tho hai na?tho fir?’
“baba?phir bhi…

I kept listening to their conversation and I donno what came over me and I said”sahib?mai koshish karta hoon. Mujhe bataenge ki kya karna hai??’

KAUN BANEGA CROREPATHI STUDIO
17th November, 2011     

It’s the last day of KBC season 5 and only three contestants remain. The last contestant had won 80,000 and he had hugged amitab bacchan before leaving the set.

Amitab bachchan had come to the center of the set and the camera zoomed on his face
Panch koti mahamani kaun banega crorepathi ke Ahkri episode mai aap sab logon ka phir se swagath hai. In  paanch mahino mai KBC ne bahut saare logoon ki zindagiyan badal di. Haan!Agar is dauraan agar humne kisi ka dil dukhaya ho tho mai apne KBC team ke taraf se aapse kshama mangtha hoon. Humara uddesh kisi ka dil dukhana nahi tha.Isike saath hum apne agle aur shayad aakhri fastest finger first ke oar badhthe hai..Swagath kartha hoon humare aakri bache 3 contestants’ ka. Talliyan bajaiye..
Farooq sheik, Jaitsar, Rajasthan se!
Rishika Gupta, Hyderabad se!
Aur
Vishwanath aiyar, pune se!
Ready contestants? Aur aapka fastest finger first hai yeh aapke screen par!!!
Put these words of a Hindi Proverb in the correct order
A. Bimaar B. Anaar C. Ek D. Sau

Aur aapka samai shuru hota hai ab!

EPILOGUE

There is 1 hot seat and 3 contestants. People whose life may depend on this one question. These are Indians who are in need of money equally but only 1 can sit on the hot seat. And readers it is for you to decide who should sit on the hot seat..Whose need according to you surpasses the remaining two???
‘Kehthe hain ke agar ek darwaaza band hojae tho doosra apne aap hi khultha hai.’-a line we get to hear almost every day in our life but which of these 3 has only 1 door??Decide and tell me why???

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